Sometimes in life one must loose something important, before a full appreciation for that thing can be claimed.

 

In my lifetime, I have lost just about every material possession that I have ever possessed.  I have lost friends, relationships, and  plenty of opportunites along the way.  And with regard to all of these things I have many good and bad memories to remind me. 

 

So as I continue down this new path, almost affraid to acknoledge that maybe the worst of the hard times is really over, and happy to have a job.  Who knows what the future holds, but atleast from where I am things appear to be going in the right direction.  And maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to keep all 4 cylinders firing at once long enough to actually get somewhere instead of nowhere.  It's frustraiting to feel like you are repeating the same things over and again.  But I guess that's how the cookie crumbles.

 

I wonder if it has occured to anyone that perhaps our so called hi-tech society is not everything so many of us like  to think.  No instead what if our technology is, atleast in  some circles, astoundingly more advanced then anyone ever dreamed of.  I would argue that if that is/were indeed the case, simply by controlling what of that new science is shared with the rest of the public domain, one could therby control everything and everybody almost effortlessly.  For instance, if a group of scientist were able to device a means to prolong human life indefinetly, then instead of sharing the discovery they kept it for themselves. in time they would through length of life and experience become the ultimate masters of humanity, having developed their personalities and understanding of human psychology to a point that they could dominate the rest of us through charisma and deception.  Then imagine that these same people were extremelly wealthy.  They would eventually dominate the finacial systems of the world with their infulence.  With their extreme wealth, they could then finance themselves into the top leadership roles of the major world governments, militaries ,universities, and corporations. Finally, they would be in a position to dominate all of the technological breakthroughs that is brought about by these institutions.  Having that in thier control, no one could question their dominance or challenge their rule.  Nothing would be desimminated to the rest of us, that was not first approved first by them.  All the while, these institutions could preach the propaganda to us all glorifying our so called advancements, all the while ignorant of the things that are invisible all around us in the way of real advancement.  I know this all seems far fetched, and it probably is pretty out there.  But are there any examples of seemingly mysterious phenomina that have been witnessed by many, that Government and People who should know about  those things have dissmissed, but continue to occur with an increasing rate of frequency?  I can think of many examples.  And I am not suggesting that what I stated earlier is indeed something that has/is going on.  I said all of that to paint a picture about control, to inspire someone else's imagination to think outside of the box for a second, and to see things from a different point of view.  to be continued......

Well, a lot can change in a year, and then again things don't ever really change.

If that makes any sense, lol.

 

I am really hopeful that things will work out in a positive way.

That would be great, really great.

 

 

Been a bit detached lately.  Or  Unplugged from the matrix, or something.  Haven't been very inspired to do much of anything, least of all write here.  But I am alive, so there.