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    August, 2006

    The Longest Day (2004)

    This day is of course the first day of summer
    The longest day of this new year
    and possibly the longest day for me in many years
    i am not sad, but i am not happy
    Distant and seperated by miles of earth,
    and by incompatible desires of the heart.
    But sands and time cannot diminish
    Nor Quence the embers that  burn endlessly within
    no one has or ever will take your place
    So now I am here again with my lonley desires
    hoping to gaze again into your green eyes
    waiting to behold the natural beauty of your face
    A list that is as long as the road from here to you over there
    Holds all of the things that make this day for me
    Today, the longest day, I have lived.
    July, 2006

    The Leavy

    Some day will wake me from this dream?
    How the world has become so obscene,
    Now that nothing is what it seemed
    A waking nightmare, our daily scene.
    A plastic world so scerene,
    Ignorant masses hollow and obscene
    Far to few are genuine or clean
    Selfish desire drive perverse greed
    Prodigal industries spoil hidden dreams
    Faceless millions die empty, unseen.
    Out of sight, out of mind ,
    A credo for Thieves.
    Where is the honor and digninty for men?
    Anguish and bitter sorrow in all that you see
    who else cares for these things but me?
    Alone I am in my world, with despair
    Realizing that almost none of you care.
    A high price will be paid for this I feel
    In judgement how many will perish
    How will anything escape our coming fate?
    Am I the only one who see's the leavy about to break?
    May, 2006

    New World Order

    taking steps forward, like paying your way
    this road owned by no one, to whom do we obey?
    the path stretches onward, beyond the praire's green
    destiny owe's nothing, but pays a wage of dreams
    the west was won deadly, flesh and blood daily one at a time
     
    Fast break, running to survive
    fast break, feedom is to hide
    back seat, slaves keep it alive
     
    broken cirlcles leave only false continuity in its place
    the endless sea of nameless and faceless
    fill in an empty void, one world order
    with no lines or nations with borders, so begins the reign
    New World Order 

    Omega Hour

    In the skeptic tank
    you'll find no excess
    Road map to heaven
    trap door into hell
     
    sweet winds blow sour
    candle lights the final hours
    reeper sows a harvest of sorrow
     
    omega has come
    it was written
    soon it will  be done
    Omega hour has begun
     
    Stars falling from the sky
    10 billion souls will die
    evil casts its's cryptic glow
    the age of Eden must go
     
    Bitterness grows from the vines
    the Dead stand waiting, next in line
    creep of death, no more time,
    Judgment day, end of the line

    May, 2006

    ShAdEs oF DarKnes

    Shades of Darkness Closes in from All SidEs
    NowheRe Itseems To Run
    NoPlAce CaN YoU HidE
    FacE You Will The DaRkeSt And DeEpeSt FeArs
    ThE RaGe oF DesTinY MaDdNess and Tears
    ThE WoRld aRouNd yOu Looks The OtHer Way
    AlOne You'LL FaCe ThE EnD of LiFe ToDaY.
     
    DarKnEss CoNQuRes ClOses In
    ThIS May Be The End!
    Take My ChaNces oN a FrieNd
    ThIS FinAl StRuGgle noW BegIns.
     
    Evil PoWeRs and PreCiOuS LighT
    My BaTtlE RaGes ThroUgh tHe NigHt.
    ThE StEnTcH of DeaTH CloseS In
    It'S EvIL PoWeR DriVeS thE WinD
    My FinAl HouR it Now BeGins
    ThE WorLd I OncE New has GoNE AwAy
    AlOnE I StaNd , Oh, GoD I PrEy
     
    DarKnEss CoNQuRes LoSinG SigHt
    HoPe HAs PasT InTo tHe NighT
    AnGel Of MeRcY CaNNot bE fOunD
    EvIl SwElLing anD GaiNinG GroUnd
    ShAdeS oF DarKneSS SteaL the LigHt
     
     
    March, 2006

    They Won't Forget

     You wonder what, I wonder where
    It is up to you, or is it all down
    somehow there's always just a who and the Why
    someone's just a reason, your victim to drown

    When it's over, I say just good bye
    don't ask me questions, I can't tell why
    but welcome home, yea, life is swell
    Such a lovely place, Aint War Hell?

    Forget what mommy and daddy Seen
    That game of winners, and always for keeps
    Welcome to a kinder gentler American Dream
    Bed Time Stories of Your Anti-Christ

    Wonder Where, but don't wonder why
    It's not you, me , them, or That Guy.
    Yesterdays Who's Become Tomorrows Where from,
    Blinded truth of the Cross we Bear.

    So when if's done just say good bye
    Don't ask the question, No one Knows Why
    Just Welcome Home,
    Just another Day in Hell.

    I can't forget what they Said
    This Worlds Mine for the Taking.
    A kinder Gentler American Dream
    Compassionate Lust of our Anti-Bush

    So Stick Around
    Lets Wait and See.
    Could be yours, Could be me.
    A date with Destiney Coming to See
    Just another Osama Waiting for me.

    They Won't forget what we've said.
    This World is ours to Keep
    A bloody Stump Their American Dream
    Hate is America, The Great Anti-Christ

    So Get some, Get some get it
    Get some, The worlds ours on Credit
    Get some, get some get it
    Come and Get some, Get some Baby....

    Online Writing

    I have posted some things to a site called poetry.com.  Anyone interested in reading some of my stuff can follow the links bellow, and if you have an opinon then tell me what you think. 
     
     
    February, 2006

    The Dream that Once was: America RIP (1776-2006)

     
    That there has ever been a place among men that was built to cherish, honor, and defend those Ideals and values which,  having it's foundation built soley upon and given to all of mankind from our Might God, the Master of rightousness, truth, and intellect, is a pinnacle in the History of Civilization.  It has been but a short 230 years since those words were first penned:
     
      "We hold these truths to be self evident, that all men are created equal; That they are endowed by their Creator with inherent and inalienable rights; That among these, are Life, liberty, and the persuit of happiness; that to secure thses rights, governments are institued among men, deriving thier just powers from the consent of the Governed; that whenever any form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the right of the people to alter or abolish it, and to institue new government, laying it's foundation on such principles, and organizing it's powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their saftey and happiness."
                                                                              Declaration of Independence, Thomas Jefferson 1776
     
    As though time never existed, as though not a single generation has come from then to now, as surley as god has created everything and us all,  these words and their meaning proclaim a resounding and unmistakable portrait of truth and liberty.  Not just for the people of the United States, but for all peoples of this Earth, having been blessed by the Creator to have life.  I marvel at its  beauty, as my presence of mind explorers the unlimited potential for endless opportunity, and I realize that I have been captured by the spirit of the American Ideals and the principle rational of this concept for liberty. 
     
    This form of enlightment, and this new idea, This 'American Experiment' as some have refered to it, has been unique among the accomplishments of man.  To this day I would assert that there has not yet  been a single discovery, innovation, or advancement of technology that while standing out amongst it's peers to be measured for it's own strength and influence will there  be found among us anything which can stand beside this one feat as an equal. I think that almost every Generation to lhave lived since then to know, whether  within the confines of this Union, or in the world with which it has existed has and does share with me in this picture of American optimisim and spirit.
     
    It is with great sadness that I must turn now to the reality of this day, during this time of trial and test of will, that our dream of liberty and justice for all has broken, despite of all of those who have struggled before to now to preserve the light of liberty.  Our America is gone, our dream is over, our liberty has from us been won.  It has been taken from us by those who we have trusted to be its costoadian,  and  its gaurdian.  All that remains is the siloute of that which  once was our lady liberty, our greatest companion and mother of freedom. 
     
    The tragic end to the American Experience, the experiment in liberty, tolerence, and equality has been ambushed.  While waiving a banner of patriotism, during a time of uncertainty and crisis, our trusted leaders have murdered our peaceful sovergn mother of independence, and replaced it with a disgusting abomination and mockery of our ideals that is called 'The USA Patriot Act II'.  Despite of the all of our efforts to voice our disapproval to this small step toward tyranny, our leaders soon we are told will be taking away, in a giant leap  from all of us and mankind, our liberty and ultimatley our hopes for the future.
     
    Rest in Peace America.
     
    Jason Jones
    January, 2006

    Freedom Defined

    Blurred and bent, The Rays of Hope
    Would you believe the Future has past?
    We're just the one's who don't know
    They can't fix whats been done
    Back and forth thru time they run.

    There is lost a place and time
    Why did they throw us away
    It could have been something
    Why did they lead us astray
    Bought by lies to steal everything

    What this control is, What you see
    Put you in a cage, where you will be
    Given you first the answer, No more lies 
    Freedom now Defined, The Prison of Mind

    Assasians and theives, The leaders we trust
    No need to hide truth if the spirit dies
    you will know why afterward not before
    And they escape our justice by death
    Delivered to the King of Kings, Justice deServed

    There is a price to be paid
    you will let them get away!
    they know time is running out
    Some day soon were gonna pay!
    Don't let this chance slip away.
    Our Freedom now defined, The Prison of Mind.

    December, 2005

    Hand of Death

     

    Hand of Death keeps knocking

    While the clock of life is still tocking

     

    Hold a breath to bring him closer

    Slice your wrist, now life is over

     

    A pounding drum beat not in your head

    His music stops, you'll soon be dead!

     

    Your turn will come, its getting closer

    Hand of Death leaves no one left over.

     

    Blood of crimson, heart of flesh

    Your life is in chaos, all a mess.

     

    Your lonely there's no one, you feel dead inside

    And on your face you can not hide

     

    Your fleeting wish is to lye with deatth

    Finishied with life, you take your final breath

     

    Your will to die fueled by the pain

    No one will stop you, you've gone insane.

     

    To many frozen nights waisting your time

    The creeping hand of death is stealing your mind

     

    A broken wretch of heavy hearted pain

    Will you ever realize your pity is to blame

     

    Away from sorrow, you choose to take it back (life)

    Choose not and you'll slide farther downo the cracks

     

    Your pain now is nothing compaired to the this

    The Hand of Death and his Suicide Abyss.

     

    Life will end in its own time for you and all who live

    We are not to take a life that only God can give

     

    You will heal in time, but seek truth to finding the way

    Suicide is a lie that destroys hope, and takes you away

     

    Hope is never to late, even when it seems  to go back

    Hand of Death drowns all light, steals your soul, and fills it black.

    December, 2005

    Assorted Past Writings

    I wrote this in May '04
     
    Show No Weakness
     
    Show no weakness,
    My pain I cannot show,
    Words are a mighty sword,
    Poised for the fatal blow.
    Show no weakness,
    One slip of the mask,
    And a price I will pay. 
    Show no weakness,
    For the price is steep,
    My true self? Unto myself I will keep.
    Show no weakness,
    Can’t let anyone see,
    Because they’ll take what they see,
     And will use it against me.
    Show no weakness,
    Must not let anyone in.
    It’s a constant fight.
    Show no weakness,
    I’ll never let you know
    If the things you do affects me,
    I promise I’ll never let it show.
     
     
    And Another from the same period of Time.....
     
    Hundreds of Miles Away
     
    Hundreds of miles away,
    I wonder… Are you laughing?
    Or smiling? Or frowning and crying?
    How are you doing?
    Do you ever think about me?
    Hundreds of miles away,
    I miss you
    I am lonely
    But yet, not quite.
    I still feel you.
    For even though you’re very far away,
    It feels just as if beside my side you stay.

     
    And one more from the same as above......
     

    Love Is
     
     
    What is Love?
    Love is more than a physical attraction.
    Love is more than stimulating conversation.
    What is Love?
    Love isn’t just caring.
    Love isn’t just trying.
    Love sure isn’t easy.
    Contrary to what movies or media might say.
    Love isn’t selective, destined for only one recipient.
    What is Love?
    Love is universal.
    Love is unconditional.
    Either you love and respect all living things,
    Or I say you don’t love.
    Have you ever said “I Love You?”
    Do you really know what it means?
    What is Love to you?
     
     

     
     
     
     
    December, 2005

    Looking glass of Time:The Beholder

    The mystery and genious strikes the mind of a man, igniting a firestorm of runnaway impulses that race along invisible spider webb like trails not defined enough to be called a path or road but nearly as certain. It is that certainty that we flollow, as it guides us through the alien and unkown. Giving the will now to be lead without imposing , and you navigate exactly the contours that rise to greet the travelor. The ballet of spirals in unison seem effortless from a distance. Clearly there is no struggle or questions of doubt. They have become as one.

     

     

    Whose in Control?

    10/17/05
     
    Pearcing insided straight to your mind
    time after time, night after night.
    Still smoking , Bullet hole, Gushing out life.
    The mercy of humanity has taken it's tole.
    But what wil be trageic if no one is fortunate?
    I slide down to Satan in a pennyless bowl.
     
    No peace sign will change
    The world rearranged
    In lifes hidden Rage
    These spirits pay the toll,
    So whose in control?
     
    Killing Time again in a lifesize fishbowl
    Smashing the heads of those yet to come
    Your killing Fileds go on and on
    And of who and of what only God can know,
    just a flush down the drain,
    Of lifes Toilet Hole.
     
    No Streets Signs No Change
    Families, Lives, rearrainged
    Lifes' Book Missing Page
    Black empty Souls,
    And whose in control?
     
    August, 2005

    American Anitchrist

    You wonder what, I wonder where
    It is up to you, or is it all down
    somehow there's always just a who and the Why
    someone's just a reason, your victim to drown

    When it's over, I say just good bye
    don't ask me questions, I can't tell why
    but welcome home, yea, life is swell
    Such a lovely place, Aint War Hell?

    Forget what mommy and daddy Seen
    That game of winners, and always for keeps
    Welcome to a kinder gentler American Dream
    Bed Time Stories of Your Anti-Christ

    Wonder Where, but don't wonder why
    It's not you, me , them, or That Guy.
    Yesterdays Who's Become Tomorrows Where from,
    Blinded truth of the Cross we Bear.

    So when if's done just say good bye
    Don't ask the question, No one Knows Why
    Just Welcome Home,
    Just another Day in Hell.

    I can't forget what they Said
    This Worlds Mine for the Taking.
    A kinder Gentler American Dream
    Compassionate Lust of our Anti-Bush

    So Stick Around
    Lets Wait and See.
    Could be yours, Could be me.
    A date with Destiney Coming to See
    Just another Osama Waiting for me.

    They Won't forget what we've said.
    This World is ours to Keep
    A bloody Stump Their American Dream
    Hate is America,  The Great Anti-Christ

    So Get some, Get some get it
    Get some, The worlds ours on Credit
    Get some, get some get it
    Come and Get some, Get some Baby....
    July, 2005

    Old and Grey

    No Date for this one, but written sometime in the last 6 months.....

    Nothing hurts more than to be lied to.
    Nothing means more than living truth
    no one cares anymore when no one has hope
    there will never be hope, unless you can bring yourself to believe
    with no hope or truth, we can expect only despair
    without self respect, of you, not one will care
    the world is an ocean, of tidals and streams
    like people, these oceans are full of disease
    and in death, the last things left free,
    I hope will be the the dolphins, eagles and the Trees.

    Intelligence is powerful, meaningless, and lost by most
    its strenghts make it blind, yet this is not from eyes,
    vision is intepreted light, neuro-imagry processed in real time
    what difference does intelligence make, what hope comes
    from knowing more about something than before
    the instant in time that events occur, they become
    pockets of data waiting to be found by those not involved.  Even though the event is secret,
    nothing can change what has already been done.
    When intelligent thought makes it possible to solve
    the answer, is there something to be gained?
    nothing will ever be added to your understanding most of the time the only thing feil is the pain of consiquence .
    Is it ever worth not having intelligence? I think so.

    So many claim to walk the path of truth, and honor,
    even more believe that their life is free from deciete and despair
    some eventry to behave as though the only things important to then aare these qualiitiies.
    Yet I know almost no one whom I believe is honest (net even partially), I believe most people will steal from you because they thing society owes them this.  Some even lie so much that they become the charectors in their lives they create in their lies.  Even making it more difficult to come to terms with their problem. 

     

    I am tired of meeting these people, I am tired of all of them and all of their shit.

    I will find a way.


    June, 2005

    Etc, Etc, Etc

    Did you know that when someone tells you something that is relavant, something that you are interested in:

    • After 72 hours - you only retain 24% in memory of what you hear.
    • If you hear it and see it using 2 senses - you retain 47%
    • If you hear it, see it, and write it down you retain 62% of the info

    • If you want to build a memory of something , one you hope never to forget then do this:

    Write it, Read it, Say it, Hear it, Own it!

     

     I found that on a bulliten board on the job a couple of months ago, and I thought it would be cool to share. 



    Out to Pasture, out to dry

     Time Slips away, then you Die

    Making this mine, something Real

     Working for something, no Big Deal.

    Taking no prisonners, & Playing for Keeps

     Searching for answers, Truth can be Deep

    The Ebb and Flow, Life going First

      Death comes at last

    Racing through time, Forging a Path

     Mysterious world of a Dying Creation.

     

    I will not question

    I cannot fight

    No Need for Answers, then one day it happens.

    And you will know, You will Know

     

    Some try to hide, some shaken by fear

     The hour creeps closer, life's end is near

    Like pendulums stoking the fire of Day

     Life is a passage to Deaths Doorway.

     

    I Feel no need for Questions

    I have nothing to ask

    We leave behind nothing

    Because we have all that we Had

    A Mystery New -- Birth is Reborn

    Counting the Pulse of Creation

     A beautiful Life.